had enough of late nights,
of being unable to sleep.
of emoing because of you,
for feeling stupid by doing stupid
things i never expect myself to do.
to behave so much out of character
sometimes i feel.
i dont know myself anymore.
im giving myself one last chance.
if it fails.
im going to bury all these deep inside my brain.
no more emoing cause of you.
i rather emo cause of sch work.
its not as mentally and physically draining.
bury all these deep inside somewhere.
and lock it all up.
so i wun be tempted to go back and think,
think of the past, think of you,
think of all the places we have been.
i shall try and lock my pictures up.
so i wun accidentally scroll through them
and remember you.
im going to try and forget.
no more rubbish things, and reasons,
and excuses.
for how im behaving anymore.
im sick of myself,
and disappointing ppl and frens whom
i treasure more than any of this.
of which isnt impt anymore,
since the time you stopped caring.
不要在这样下去了。
我会努力忘记。
这一切。
忘了他吧。
